Doo doo doo. I don't have much to say. I am in the process of trying to recover some momentum in the M Ed program. We'll see how this goes. While I still feel like the whole thing is a fucking arranged marriage, I don't need to complain about it at this moment.
I am feeling equanimous. Equanimity is not that interesting to read about but for a feelingmeister (just experimenting with descriptive terms for my feelingness, whadaya think?) like myself it is a lovely reprieve. Doo doo doo.
I am sitting in my office, alone, in the benign environs of little ol' LC. Soon I will have to pick up kids and go to tap and figure out dinner. It's really cold but warm in here, and I have my nice tea. Peaceful.
Ecofeminist, inconvenient prophet, artist, activist, cancer survivor, mother. Radical vulnerability on behalf of the collective. Using nakedness—literal+figurative. Processing my pain.
arranged marriage is a pretty good way to describe something that feels like a transaction. Do you have any leeway within your program so that it feels like you can really follow your interest, not just jump through hoops?
ReplyDeleteI'm only asking because the whole M.Anything thing is such a gruelling committment - I think you really have to love your topic to feel good about putting yourself into it.
Transaction is the word. I just resist the whole set-up. There may be some leeway but I still find the whole transaction bogus.
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